Your first name of Nicolai has given you a clever, deep mind and the talent to excel in highly inspirational lines of endeavour as a dramatist, musician, writer, or artist. Insecurities in close relationships could lead to misunderstandings, deep-rooted jealousies, moods of depression, and emotional outbursts. It has given you a clever, deep mind and made you idealistic, highly sensitive, and deeply emotional. Uncontrolled thoughts could cause you to become anxious, confused, or prone to worry. As a young person you would have many fine ideals, but bitter experiences could leave you feeling disillusioned. Your peace and relaxation could be undermined. Your delight in mystery could draw you into occult studies or religions. Your expressive, affectionate nature responds very quickly through your feelings, but you must guard against being possessive and jealous. Unfortunately, uncontrolled thoughts make it difficult for you to retain emotional stability, and prevent you from finding proper peace and relaxation. You tend to centre your interest too much on whatever means the most to you, and then you become over-possessive and suffer through disillusionment and fear of losses.