Your first name of Nicoloas has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. Lack of proper expression results in mental and physical tension that affects your nervous system and depletes the vital forces so necessary to energize the mind and body. This name creates a conflict however, because, while you have great concentration when interested in a project, imperfections can disturb your equanimity and create a strong sense of discontent. As a result of your interests and your circumstances, you often find yourself working on your own in an isolated situation where your abilities and efforts are not fully appreciated. Contact with nature can alleviate the confines of the city, the pressures put upon you, or the situations where you are called upon to meet and mix too closely with others. In the out-of-doors you are able to create some degree of contentment and peace of mind. It may be a challenge for you to create congenial close relationships as you are seen as withdrawn and lost in introspection. This name restricts congenial expression and association, creating much aloneness. You seldom experience the peace of mind that comes with composed thinking and emotional control. You could express your thoughts more easily in writing than in speaking.