Your first name of Nidharson is a dual influence: at times you can be extremely happy, expressive, full of fun, and good-natured; yet at other times you find congenial association impossible, being controlled by self-pity, moods, and depression. You could have experiences of a psychic nature where you see images and hear sounds that are beyond the physical. This unpredictable quality makes it a challenge for others to understand you; you find it hard to understand yourself. You have a sensitive nature, tuning into the thoughts of others and feeling much more than you can interpret and understand. It also creates a dual nature: you can be a pleasure to be around, happy, charming, thoughtful, giving, expressive, and full of fun; yet at other times, you are withdrawn and reserved, temperamental, and controlled by self pity, moods, and depression. If you could express only the constructive qualities and restrain the negative qualities of your nature, you would always be good company. You feel and sense much more than you can fully understand, and could become psychic if you delved into the occult. You have a romantic nature and love deeply, however, a suspicion could lead you to feel jealous and possessive and, unless you check yourself it could create problems in relationships. Your appetite for quick energy foods could result in high blood pressure, skin rashes, and liver problems. Physical weaknesses could show in heart problems, or congestion in your respiratory system.