Your first name of Nihill has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. Being somewhat self-centred, you learn through your own experiences, as you rarely take advice from others. Your initiative often causes you to be the first to act when you see a need. Your tendency to be blunt and to-the-point makes you appear self-centred and unappreciative, and can lead to misunderstandings that alienate those closest to you. Since you are impressionable and receptive, you feel the misfortunes of others very keenly. However, this name makes it awkward for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings with finesse and diplomacy to the extent that your candid, sometimes blunt, manner of speaking creates misunderstandings with others. You have a sincere desire to provide a humanitarian service to others, but the circumstances you are drawn into are generally too limited to fulfil your ideals. You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you. Your feelings are strong and you tend to react intensely to situations. The intensity you experience from misunderstandings and setbacks could cause problems in health relative to your high strung nervous system.