Your first name of Nikitin has many sterling qualities but does not give you an overall stability. Disappointments in people, especially when they do not honour a promise, can make you bitter and cynical. People often disappoint you because you are idealistic and are apt to place those whom you admire on a pedestal. If your actions are thwarted in any way, you react with extreme tension in your solar plexus. You throw yourself wholeheartedly into projects. Travel and new horizons ever intrigue you, but your hunger for greener fields is insatiable, and so you do not experience contentment and peace of mind. A sense of futility and deep depression could follow. Everything you do is done with intensity in which you experience extremes: from the highs of elation to depths of despair in which you wonder if life is worth the struggle. The intensity and consequent outbursts leave hurt feelings in their wake, usually involving those closest to you. There is such a driving power within you that, you cannot find an outlet or if your actions are thwarted in some way, you feel the reaction through extreme tension in the region of your solar plexus.
