As Nikkolai you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. You prefer to work free from outside authority or supervision and are happiest on your own where you can put your ingenious ideas into practical use without interference from others. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. Affected areas could include your heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, or centre in your head. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts.
