Your first name of Nikolae has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. Family and home life are important as long as a routine does not become monotonous. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. In your personal relationships you thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. On occasion, you can be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
