Your first name of Nikolai has created a deep, sensitive, refined nature with an intelligent mind and a keen appreciation of material values. You are articulate in expressing your thoughts on business or impersonal matters, but, when it comes to sharing your deeper feelings, this name creates a restriction. Your sensitivity and reserve prevent people from coming close in friendship. You enjoy all the finer things in life that a good standard of living allows. Although you appear calm and in control at all times, constant pressures and difficult decisions can cause you inner turmoil. Thus, you can experience loneliness. However, even though you may accomplish many of your goals, you would sense that there is a greater purpose to life beyond material pursuits. There is always an aloofness and reserve that acts as a barrier and prevents any close ties. When responsibilities become too much, to regain your composure, you seek an outlet in the outdoors or you retreat into your own private space. Any weakness in health could show in your respiratory system through problems affecting your heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, or in the generative organs.