Your first name of Nikolais has given you a clever, deep mind and the talent to excel in highly inspirational lines of endeavour as a dramatist, musician, writer, or artist. Any tragedies experienced could make you fearful of losing what you value most; as a result, you have a tendency to be overly protective and possessive, qualities that sometimes push away those you love the most. Your expressive, affectionate nature responds very quickly through your feelings, but you must guard against being possessive and jealous. Your peace and relaxation could be undermined. You feel and sense much that you do not fully understand and cannot express. Insecurities in close relationships could lead to misunderstandings, deep-rooted jealousies, moods of depression, and emotional outbursts. You are drawn to refinement, you abhor expressions of crudeness, and you are deeply sympathetic towards those who have to suffer harshness and poverty. Uncontrolled thoughts could cause you to become anxious, confused, or prone to worry. Turmoil or tension could have a detrimental effect on your health and cause you to suffer through heart, lung, or respiratory troubles, or a breakdown of the nervous system. Unfortunately, uncontrolled thoughts make it difficult for you to retain emotional stability, and prevent you from finding proper peace and relaxation.
