Not liking to stand alone, you seek the assurance from others to give you the confidence to do your best. You have a strong emotional nature that, if not kept under control, could be detrimental to your health or result in problems in close personal relationships. Even with lesser ones, you prefer to talk them over with a respected friend or associate first. It is hard for you to face an issue directly and say "yes" or "no" and mean it, though you have a quickness of mind that enables you to respond with artful diplomacy to evade unpleasant situations. It is not easy for you to face issues and take a stand on them, for not only are you somewhat lacking in self-confidence, but also you prefer to avoid situations in which there could be dissension. Your name of Nikolej gives you a friendly, congenial personality and causes you to desire activities involving people. It is very important to you to have peaceful, settled conditions in your life. This uncertainty and indecision undermines your initiative, positivity, and vitality. Growths could also be a possibility in the digestive tract or prostate gland. For the same reason, many times you procrastinate over making decisions.