Your first name of Nikung has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Although you enjoy surprises to a degree, it is difficult for you to adjust quickly to unexpected change or opportunity. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. While you are usually measured and deliberate in what you say, occasionally, your strong opinions can cause you to be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. Giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
