Your first name of Nilamadhav has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. On occasion, you can be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. While you are usually measured and deliberate in what you say, occasionally, your strong opinions can cause you to be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. An appetite for rich, heavy foods can aggravate health weaknesses which centre in the intestinal tract or liver. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. Chronic constipation could develop from over-eating, which could intensify these health weaknesses.
