Your first name of Nilambar creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. While your name brings you some fine qualities, these are overshadowed by the effect it has on your physical body. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.