Your first name of Nilanjon has created a deep, sensitive, refined nature with an intelligent mind and a keen appreciation of material values. Early in life you learned that you could accomplish anything you put your mind to: you set a goal and you proceeded step by step through focused thinking and concentrated effort. However, even though you may accomplish many of your goals, you would sense that there is a greater purpose to life beyond material pursuits. Although you have a sensitive inner nature and a desire for affection and understanding, your dignified manner and reserve often give the impression that you are aloof and wishing to distance yourself. Thus, you can experience loneliness. There is always an aloofness and reserve that acts as a barrier and prevents any close ties. In school, you could have been good at mathematics, accounting, science, computer programming, or any subject that required your full interest and attention. In dealing with others, you have high expectations and, possibly, a sense of entitlement in your attitude. You live much within your own thoughts, and seek relaxation away from people, out in nature, where you can ease the tensions of your life. You find it difficult to express your true feelings, whether it be affection, appreciation, or tenderness, which play such an important part in creating a close bond within the family.
