The name of Nilondhar has given you sensitivity and appreciation for the finer and deeper things in life. A peaceful and quiet environment, especially out in nature, is one of your greatest desires, but you are constantly taken into chaotic conditions. Instead of expressing your deeper feelings so that others may understand you, you withdraw into moods of depression, jealousy, and unhappiness, and distance yourself from those who care. You do not like to be restricted or to have your freedom curtailed in any way. You can enjoy reading, study, and contemplation about many different subjects. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals, or convey your deep appreciation for those you love. Because you have high ideals and are a principled person, you have been disillusioned and disappointed in people on many occasions and have experienced much aloneness. You have a clever and analytical mind and could be brilliant in areas that hold your interest such mathematics or science. You find it difficult to control your thoughts and could swing in moods from one extreme to the other. Your speech can become very critical and sarcastic when you are frustrated or crossed.
