Your first name of Nilrudra has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. This name creates a conflict however, because, while you have great concentration when interested in a project, imperfections can disturb your equanimity and create a strong sense of discontent. Your work could take you into the out-of-doors handling products of the earth. Alternatively, your technical interests and abilities could lead you into such fields as computer science, electronics, or the skilled trades. While you feel the need for settled conditions and you desire to be understood, you find it difficult to share your inner thoughts or to show affections in close association. Contact with nature can alleviate the confines of the city, the pressures put upon you, or the situations where you are called upon to meet and mix too closely with others. Lack of proper expression results in mental and physical tension that affects your nervous system and depletes the vital forces so necessary to energize the mind and body. This name restricts congenial expression and association, creating much aloneness. Indulgence of the appetites, in heavy foods particularly, could cause you to suffer with intestinal trouble or through the respiratory system. You could express your thoughts more easily in writing than in speaking.
