Your first name of Nilxin has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. You dislike monotony and system and enjoy being creative in an inventive way whether it be in interior decorating, music, art, crafts, or other endeavours that require versatility and skill. The inadequacy you feel in communicating your thoughts and feelings often creates a stubbornness and frustration and then, when provoked, your bottled-up emotions could explode through temper and physical aggression. You have a sincere desire to provide a humanitarian service to others, but the circumstances you are drawn into are generally too limited to fulfil your ideals. Being somewhat self-centred, you learn through your own experiences, as you rarely take advice from others. You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you. However, this name makes it awkward for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings with finesse and diplomacy to the extent that your candid, sometimes blunt, manner of speaking creates misunderstandings with others. Since you are impressionable and receptive, you feel the misfortunes of others very keenly. Your feelings are strong and you tend to react intensely to situations. The intensity you experience from misunderstandings and setbacks could cause problems in health relative to your high strung nervous system.
