Your first name of Ninaad creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. Your fondness for rich foods lacking in proper nourishment compounds your problems. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You are not robust because your inner tension saps your vitality. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.