The name of Nirmaldoss gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. You are sensitive about your idealistic thoughts, and an unappreciative person can hurt you and cause you to become secretive about that which you value deeply. Whatever you choose, you invariably prefer to work on your own. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. Drama, music, and art appeal to your inspirational nature and may provide a creative outlet. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension.
