Your first name of Nitul has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. You are easily reached through sympathy to help someone in need, and always rise to the occasion in an emergency. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
