Your first name of Nivaashini creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. A tendency to put on weight could be a concern. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. A lack of positivity and confidence is a source of difficulty in making decisions in business dealings. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.
