Your first name of Nixola is a dual influence: at times you can be extremely happy, expressive, full of fun, and good-natured; yet at other times you find congenial association impossible, being controlled by self-pity, moods, and depression. You enjoy debating ideas and you strive always to have the last word. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed over any real or imagined slight. If you could express only the constructive qualities and restrain the negative qualities of your nature, you would always be good company. You have a sensitive nature, tuning into the thoughts of others and feeling much more than you can interpret and understand. You are happiest when pursuing a creative outlet, free from system and detail or any form of monotony or drudgery. You could have experiences of a psychic nature where you see images and hear sounds that are beyond the physical. It also creates a dual nature: you can be a pleasure to be around, happy, charming, thoughtful, giving, expressive, and full of fun; yet at other times, you are withdrawn and reserved, temperamental, and controlled by self pity, moods, and depression. Physical weaknesses could show in heart problems, or congestion in your respiratory system. The problem then would be uncontrollable thoughts, feelings, and reactions.