The name of Nizu has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. In your personal relationships, self-consciousness and a fear of your deeper thoughts and feelings being misunderstood or belittled inhibit spontaneous verbal expression. Otherwise, the humdrum tedium of a daily work routine and competitive pressures would result in frustration and inner turmoil. While you prefer to avoid crowds and interaction with the public, you could be drawn to sales and promotion where you handle an exclusive product line or where you deal with the products of the earth as in forestry, mining, or real estate. An element of variety and spontaneity is essential to maintain your interest and enthusiasm. Psychic sensitivity to the thoughts and intentions of others could develop, along with premonitions about future events in your life. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at your thoughts and wonder about their origin. At times, you are very inspired, desiring to be with people and to entertain others as the "life of the party," while at other times you are aloof and choose to remove yourself entirely from association. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts.
