Your first name of Noewa has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. On occasion, you can be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. Giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. Chronic constipation could develop from over-eating, which could intensify these health weaknesses. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.