The name of Oridian gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. You desire refinement and are easily offended by coarse humour or bad manners. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. You could excel in mathematics or science or other fields that require extreme focus and concentration, or you could be drawn to working with the products of the earth. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension.
