Your first name of Orvas is a dual influence: at times you can be extremely happy, expressive, full of fun, and good-natured; yet at other times you find congenial association impossible, being controlled by self-pity, moods, and depression. It also creates a dual nature: you can be a pleasure to be around, happy, charming, thoughtful, giving, expressive, and full of fun; yet at other times, you are withdrawn and reserved, temperamental, and controlled by self pity, moods, and depression. These contrasting qualities make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed over any real or imagined slight. You are happiest when pursuing a creative outlet, free from system and detail or any form of monotony or drudgery. Uncontrolled thoughts and emotional upheavals could disturb your peace of mind and upset your finely-tuned nervous system, adversely affecting your health. This unpredictable quality makes it a challenge for others to understand you; you find it hard to understand yourself. You could have experiences of a psychic nature where you see images and hear sounds that are beyond the physical. You find it difficult to be patient, practical, and systematic, preferring to act impulsively as the spirit moves you. The problem then would be uncontrollable thoughts, feelings, and reactions.