The name of Oshai gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. You desire refinement and are easily offended by coarse humour or bad manners. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. You are sensitive about your idealistic thoughts, and an unappreciative person can hurt you and cause you to become secretive about that which you value deeply. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. Drama, music, and art appeal to your inspirational nature and may provide a creative outlet. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.
