Your first name of Payson has given you a clever, deep mind and the talent to excel in highly inspirational lines of endeavour as a dramatist, musician, writer, or artist. Your delight in mystery could draw you into occult studies or religions. It has given you a clever, deep mind and made you idealistic, highly sensitive, and deeply emotional. You are drawn to refinement, you abhor expressions of crudeness, and you are deeply sympathetic towards those who have to suffer harshness and poverty. Insecurities in close relationships could lead to misunderstandings, deep-rooted jealousies, moods of depression, and emotional outbursts. Any tragedies experienced could make you fearful of losing what you value most; as a result, you have a tendency to be overly protective and possessive, qualities that sometimes push away those you love the most. You can be lifted by beauty in all forms and you are at the most creative when inspired. You feel and sense much that you do not fully understand and cannot express. Although this name offers many fine qualities, it will not bring stability to your thinking or attract to you the joy and happiness that should be a part of everyone's life. You tend to centre your interest too much on whatever means the most to you, and then you become over-possessive and suffer through disillusionment and fear of losses.
