The name of Philomina gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. Your reactions to people vary according to how you feel. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.
