The name of Phorbas gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. You desire refinement and are easily offended by coarse humour or bad manners. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension.
