Your first name of Pikubuxoki has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. On occasion, you can be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. In your personal relationships you thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. An overheated bloodstream that throws off poisons through skin conditions such as boils, acne, or eczema could result. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
