Your first name of Pillai has given you a quick, analytical mind. The urge for action or progress is such a strong force in your nature that you find difficulty in controlling it. This name creates a desire to be a leader, to pioneer new undertakings, and to try new ideas in practical, creative endeavours that provide an outlet for your versatility and imagination. However, independence, positivity and the urge for action and progress are such strong forces in your nature that you find it difficult to control them. Routine, monotony, and the responsibility of looking after details can have a similar effect. Once you have given your word and undertaken a commitment, you are completely steadfast in following through in spite of any regret or frustration you may later experience in doing so. Your self-sufficient and self-reliant nature gave you the urge to leave home early in life to be free from parental restraint, and to establish your independence and freedom from tradition. You are happy and in good spirits as long as headway is being made, but as soon as you feel obstructed or your individuality and freedom of action are curtailed, you experience an intense nervous reaction in your solar plexus. The effect of the nervous tension can appear in childhood as stuttering. Routine, monotony, and the responsibility of looking after details can have a similar effect on you, as you are a person who desires change, travel, and new experiences.
