The name of Pilojan has given you sensitivity and appreciation for the finer and deeper things in life. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals, or convey your deep appreciation for those you love. Your first name has taken you into many bitter experiences. When your interests or curiosity are aroused, you work intensely at new undertakings, but your interests often wane when you encounter drudgery and monotony, with the result that you leave many things unfinished. Instead of expressing your deeper feelings so that others may understand you, you withdraw into moods of depression, jealousy, and unhappiness, and distance yourself from those who care. You crave love and understanding and are easily hurt or offended. The greatest lack in your life is stability and peace of mind. You desire peace and tranquillity, but more often attract turbulence and chaotic experiences that are bitter. You find it difficult to control your thoughts and could swing in moods from one extreme to the other. Your speech can become very critical and sarcastic when you are frustrated or crossed.