Your first name of Polad is a dual influence: at times you can be extremely happy, expressive, full of fun, and good-natured; yet at other times you find congenial association impossible, being controlled by self-pity, moods, and depression. You enjoy debating ideas and you strive always to have the last word. This unpredictable quality makes it a challenge for others to understand you; you find it hard to understand yourself. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed over any real or imagined slight. You feel and sense much more than you can fully understand, and could become psychic if you delved into the occult. You are happiest when pursuing a creative outlet, free from system and detail or any form of monotony or drudgery. You could have experiences of a psychic nature where you see images and hear sounds that are beyond the physical. These contrasting qualities make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. Your appetite for quick energy foods could result in high blood pressure, skin rashes, and liver problems. The problem then would be uncontrollable thoughts, feelings, and reactions.