Your first name of Ponche creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. You are not robust because your inner tension saps your vitality. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.