As Poniman you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. Conflict between your deep inner nature and your blunt outer nature does not make it easy for others to draw close to you, especially when you become withdrawn and moody. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. Affected areas could include your heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, or centre in your head.