Your first name of Ponnudurai has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. Lack of proper expression results in mental and physical tension that affects your nervous system and depletes the vital forces so necessary to energize the mind and body. Contact with nature can alleviate the confines of the city, the pressures put upon you, or the situations where you are called upon to meet and mix too closely with others. While you feel the need for settled conditions and you desire to be understood, you find it difficult to share your inner thoughts or to show affections in close association. In the out-of-doors you are able to create some degree of contentment and peace of mind. This name creates a conflict however, because, while you have great concentration when interested in a project, imperfections can disturb your equanimity and create a strong sense of discontent. Alternatively, your technical interests and abilities could lead you into such fields as computer science, electronics, or the skilled trades. Setbacks to your plans could even escalate to thoughts of an unusual nature that interfere with mental stability where it is a struggle for you to concentrate your efforts for any length of time towards a definite goal. You seldom experience the peace of mind that comes with composed thinking and emotional control. Dealing with mental confusion may become a serious problem.