Your first name of Pushpin has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in this name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. While you are usually measured and deliberate in what you say, occasionally, your strong opinions can cause you to be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. Chronic constipation could develop from over-eating, which could intensify these health weaknesses.
