As Roal you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech. Although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. Affected areas could include your heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, or centre in your head. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.