The name of Sidim makes you very idealistic, sensitive, and inspirational. In reality, the emotional urges of this name are difficult to control. Then there are extreme lows when you think the world is against you, and you become temperamental, hard to get along with, and inclined to express harsh words that you later regret. There are extreme highs in your nature when you are inspired, optimistic, kind, understanding, generous, and charming. Your feelings are so strong that you are inclined to build your life around certain individuals and become wrapped up in personal love rather than seeking into the deeper truths of life; thus you could suffer losses in your affections and shattered ideals. If you give to others and then sense your efforts are unappreciated or taken for granted, you could become resentful and self-pitying. The qualities of this name demand that you serve humanitarian needs rather than a possessive personal relationship with an individual. If these qualities are not understood and properly directed through music, art, or other creative expression, you could become jealous and possessive of those close to you. Tension in your body could affect your whole nervous system causing you to be high strung and to suffer with fits, strokes, apoplexy, or nervous disorders. When you are inspired and feel happy, life seems so wonderful; but you can be just as depressed and unhappy as well, feeling as if everyone is against you.
