Your first name of Smolko has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. While you are usually measured and deliberate in what you say, occasionally, your strong opinions can cause you to be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. Giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
