Your first name of Subuddha has created a deep, sensitive, refined nature with an intelligent mind and a keen appreciation of material values. Others could perceive you as proud, and even unfriendly. You enjoy all the finer things in life that a good standard of living allows. Those close to you may feel unsettled and insecure because of mixed messages: you show an undercurrent of possessiveness yet you hesitate to express affection, appreciation, and tenderness. You work best in an independent capacity, where you are able to think problems out carefully before you act. In school, you could have been good at mathematics, accounting, science, computer programming, or any subject that required your full interest and attention. You have strong ideas on how you wish your affairs to be organized and you do not appreciate interference from others. Thus, you can experience loneliness. You live much within your own thoughts, and seek relaxation away from people, out in nature, where you can ease the tensions of your life. You find it difficult to express your true feelings, whether it be affection, appreciation, or tenderness, which play such an important part in creating a close bond within the family.
