Your first name of Susilan creates a dual nature for you desire to systematize your life to progress step by step, but so frequently, you are taken into new experiences, instability, and change. As you are neither overly imaginative nor compassionate, you tend to be more practical and analytical. Scientific concepts appeal to you. The instability you attract is hard on you. At times you are torn between your desire for system and order and your desire for change and new experiences. You are intrigued by a challenge, especially along mechanical or technical lines. You have the need to prove all things to your own satisfaction. You can be rebellious at too much routine. You have to guard against impatience and criticism of the weaknesses of others. Those close to you of a less practical nature feel a lack of your understanding and appreciation for their needs.
