Your first name of Xzideon creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. You are easily offended, and can suffer with moods of depression. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.
