Your first name of Yageshan has created a deep, sensitive, refined nature with an intelligent mind and a keen appreciation of material values. You have strong ideas on how you wish your affairs to be organized and you do not appreciate interference from others. Those close to you may feel unsettled and insecure because of mixed messages: you show an undercurrent of possessiveness yet you hesitate to express affection, appreciation, and tenderness. There is a tendency to be controlling both in business and in your personal life. You work best in an independent capacity, where you are able to think problems out carefully before you act. Although you appear calm and in control at all times, constant pressures and difficult decisions can cause you inner turmoil. There is always an aloofness and reserve that acts as a barrier and prevents any close ties. However, even though you may accomplish many of your goals, you would sense that there is a greater purpose to life beyond material pursuits. You live much within your own thoughts, and seek relaxation away from people, out in nature, where you can ease the tensions of your life. You find it difficult to express your true feelings, whether it be affection, appreciation, or tenderness, which play such an important part in creating a close bond within the family.
