The name of Yaoi has given you sensitivity and appreciation for the finer and deeper things in life. Your independent nature, the need for freedom from restrictions, and your kinship to the out-of-doors could lead you to seek occupations in forestry, fishing, aviation, or as a game warden, etc. A peaceful and quiet environment, especially out in nature, is one of your greatest desires, but you are constantly taken into chaotic conditions. Instead of expressing your deeper feelings so that others may understand you, you withdraw into moods of depression, jealousy, and unhappiness, and distance yourself from those who care. You can enjoy reading, study, and contemplation about many different subjects. You desire peace and tranquillity, but more often attract turbulence and chaotic experiences that are bitter. You have a clever and analytical mind and could be brilliant in areas that hold your interest such mathematics or science. Your first name has taken you into many bitter experiences. You find it difficult to control your thoughts and could swing in moods from one extreme to the other. Your speech can become very critical and sarcastic when you are frustrated or crossed.