Your first name of Ydil has many sterling qualities but does not give you an overall stability. Your intuitive nature causes you to have hunches or to sense unusual feelings. You throw yourself wholeheartedly into projects. This name creates a driving power that undermines emotional control. Most of what you do, you do well, but as soon as the task is familiar or routine, you are bored and crave a change. A sense of futility and deep depression could follow. Because you are apt to place those whom you admire on a pedestal, you often become disillusioned when they fall short of your expectations. You do everything with an intensity to the point of fervour, and either you feel tremendous elation or you are in the depths of despair. The intensity and consequent outbursts leave hurt feelings in their wake, usually involving those closest to you. Those closest to you suffer the brunt of your cutting remarks and mood swings.