The name of Yesudasu has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. Psychic sensitivity to the thoughts and intentions of others could develop, along with premonitions about future events in your life. Family, friends, and business associates often find you to be uncommunicative and secretive. Given the training and opportunity, you could excel in music, art, drama, or writing. While you prefer to avoid crowds and interaction with the public, you could be drawn to sales and promotion where you handle an exclusive product line or where you deal with the products of the earth as in forestry, mining, or real estate. At times, you are very inspired, desiring to be with people and to entertain others as the "life of the party," while at other times you are aloof and choose to remove yourself entirely from association. You rarely experience the tranquility that comes with stability of thinking or emotional control. An element of variety and spontaneity is essential to maintain your interest and enthusiasm. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire.
