Your first name of Aalap has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Although you enjoy surprises to a degree, it is difficult for you to adjust quickly to unexpected change or opportunity. You are easily reached through sympathy to help someone in need, and always rise to the occasion in an emergency. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in this name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. Chronic constipation could develop from over-eating, which could intensify these health weaknesses. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
