The name of Aalef gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. Whatever you choose, you invariably prefer to work on your own. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. even in a crowd. Drama, music, and art appeal to your inspirational nature and may provide a creative outlet. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.
